Since you already came in the wrong time, make beautiful pieces of art out of me because one is not enough to what I am becoming now.
I need a happy virus… a genuine one.
I had a great day without electricity. I did a photoshoot with Hiru but the phone fucked up and did a replica of this exact photo and changed the others so i had like 20 of this photo. That ruined my day. Still i felt myself today without other forces creating madness in my mind.
It’s a good day.
Dance with me.
This is me throughout the week, internally.
But last night’s event was fun. I made sure to have fun because I’m sure studies and work would stress me out. Anyway, it was still a great time overall.
I think this look will do for our Halloween event this Friday.
We were in the backseat, waiting for Danni to come inside and start driving. I took these photos when my seatmate asked me if I start visualizing by forming a square with my fingers first before I take a shot.
“No. I just take what i think is good to look at. I really want to show what my naked eyes can see and fit everything in the frame as much as I can.”
Then she replied that it’s important to have a subject. That there should be a focus. She was right. I think my answer was foolish and overwhelming. I have too much in my mind that I want to tell people everything at once.
I’m not good at organizing. Whenever I arrange something, I need a lot of effort just to focus. It’s way too exhausting for me. But people, they will not remember everything that you’ll tell and show them. I don’t talk much and whenever I do, it doesn’t make much sense to them. I’m used to explaining in detail and it’s either they listened well or not.
That’s probably why I’m interested in filmmaking. You get what you see. Your comprehension will differ from others but that’s just it. You can talk to other people but I don’t have to explain it to you.
I’m basically a lazy person with overwhelming thoughts. I like talking though but probably with someone who has the same pace and wavelength as mine.
I ate our turkey’s egg today. Its eggshell is very cute and is harder compared to a chicken’s. It tasted the same though. Obviously?
Today’s Saturday. Yey! Lately, I’ve been wanting to go on a long walk, ride a bus and drink beer by the beach late at night. I hope to do these things soon before the semester starts.
It’s raining at the moment and it’s October so why not listen to October Rain by 10 cm?
Michi, the road.